From false eye lashes to red lip stick, Mary Jane went for broke. To her amazement, even Mary Jane loved the finished look.
"Mom, I'm heading over to Missy's." Mary Jane stood in the kitchen door, waiting for her mother's approval. She was hoping the French braid would make her mother happy.
Turning to look at Mary Jane, Margaret was astounded at what she saw. "Oh, my God, you look gorgeous, dear. Are you wearing make up? And your hair.... it's in a bun!" Margaret was incredibly pleased that Mary Jane took her advise and styled her hair.
Mary Jane laughed at her mother's reaction to seeing her fixed up. "Mom, don't go crazy on me. It's just make up and a French braid."
"Holly cow!" Dan exclaimed as he entered the kitchen. "Who's that stunning beauty?"
"You guys are nuts" Mary Jane laughed.
"Oh... crap. You're actually pretty" Anita blurted out. "I like your hair. Is that really a bun?"
"Alright. I've got to go. I'll see you guys at the wedding." Mary Jane grabbed her purse off the table along with her car keys. "And mom... don't bring any food to the wedding. I mean it!" Mary Jane scolded.
Surprised by Mary Jane's comment, Margaret quietly replied, "I only baked a small pie for Evelyn." Margaret, turning to Dan for support, found none. Dan just shrugged his shoulders and walked away. Anita did a 180 and headed back to the family room, before her mother could corner her.
Mary Jane, with a quick, lively step, was out the front door and headed for the church. And for the first time that morning, Mary Jane actually felt excited and happy about the wedding.
Staring at the ground, so not to soil her white stain high heels by stepping in mud, Mary Jane only looked up when she reached her car. Behind her car, standing at the field's edge was Billy. He was wearing a blue plaid shirt, jeans and work boots. The same outfit Billy was wearing the day he died.
As if she had hit a brick wall, Mary Jane stopped. Her keys fell to the ground and her heart stopped beating. Mary Jane was frozen, unable to move. She wasn't even sure if she was still breathing.
"Sort of a surprised to see me?" Billy asked. "I bet you thought I died", to which he chuckled. "Well, you would be correct about that fact."
The last morning Mary Jane saw Billy, played back through her mind in slow motion. Margaret had invited Billy to have breakfast with them. Billy, as usual, was making jokes and teasing Mary Jane mercilessly. That morning, Billy was particularly upbeat and happy. When he drove away, Billy put his arm out the window to waive good-bye to Mary Jane. Ten minutes later Billy was gone. For the past year, that image of Billy waiving good bye had played over in her mind a million times. It was the last image she had of him. That image brought Mary Jane both peace and agony.
"Okay... don't freak out on me" Billy said, as he slowly approached Mary Jane. "I just wanted to let you know I'm all right. I really am." Mary Jane tried to nod, to let him know she had heard him, but she couldn't move.
"I'm a little worried about you, MJ, which is why I'm here" Billy said. "You're not really doing too, great, which isn't good."
Considering Billy was standing in front of her, a year after he died, Mary Jane couldn't help but agree that she wasn't doing very well at all. In fact, she was sure she had lost her mind.
"Here's the deal. I'm dead... but I'm okay. You're a live... but you're suffering. I don't want you to suffer." Billy lightly touched Mary Jane's hand with his, which to her amazement, she could feel. Billy's hand felt warm against hers.
"Death, Mary Jane is not the end." Still holding Mary Jane's hand, Billy looked deep in to her eyes. "Please, don't mourn me anymore, okay?"
Hearing Billy's voice felt wonderful to Mary Jane. She never thought she'd hear him speak her name again. If this were a dream or a nervous breakdown, Mary Jane didn't care. Billy
was back.
As Margaret went to close the front door, she was supprised to see Mary Jane standing in the front yard. She almost shut the door, but then something didn't seem quite right. Looking more closely, Margaret realized Mary Jane was speaking to someone. Margaret tilted her head to see who it was.
Billy looked over at Margaret and waived. Margaret raised her hand to waive at Billy, then stood frozen in the doorway, realizing who she was waiving to. Mary Jane turned to see her mother standing in the doorway, arm raised in the air with a blank expression on her face. When Mary Jane looked back, Billy was gone.
Both Margaret and Mary Jane stood motionless for what seemed an eternity. Finally, Margaret found the strength to opened the screen door and walk down the front steps to Mary Jane, who still hadn't moved.
"Did you see him, mom?" Mary Jane quietly whispered. Unsure if what had just happened, really happened at all.
"Yes, I did" Margaret replied. "I saw Billy, just like I'm seeing you now."
Margaret smiled at Mary Jane and held her tightly. Mary Jane softly cried in her mother's arms. Margaret new the gift that Billy had given Mary Jane would change her life forever. He had released her from her pain, her sorrow and her despair. Billy had given Mary Jane the ultimate gift of love.
After reapplying her make up and regaining her composure, Dan and Margaret drove Mary Jane to Missy's wedding. Mary Jane was filled with such an array of emotions, she didn't know how she'd get through the day.
As they drove past the intersection where Billy had died, Mary Jane no longer visualized Billy crushed and mangled inside his old, beat up truck. Or the image of his casket being dropped in to the cold, hard ground. Instead, Mary Jane pictured Billy standing in the open, sunny field, smiling and waiving at her. Happy, joyful and at peace. Mary Jane couldn't help but smile. But then again, Billy always did make her laugh.